The past week was J1 orientation and it's quite refreshing to see the school being so lively after so long. Though I must admit that I didn't like the packed canteen & void deck that the J1's create. No more short queues and no more empty canteen to study/chit chat.. But I got to say, I feel that our batch's orientation was much better. This year's J1's seems a little dead and boring (no offence). I'm not very much the active kind of person but I think I'm better than them.. well cause at least I do take part in the activites and really just cheer when they asked me to.
So anyways, retail therapy with mum and sister yesterday at JP. It was crowded! But we did manage to get what we want after all. There are actually many nice shops & restaurants at JP which I guess explains why it's always so crowded during weekends. We went to grab a bite at a very different delifrance. (just look at the photos below... you'll agree with me) haha
It's so pretty!! cool to hang out and relax.
:)
- Mood:
hopeful
"Just try your best and don't leave behind regrets" -- quoted from my PE teacher.
I've heard this several times and it's easier said than done.
Regrets, from my perspective, is part of life. People often say that we should live our lives with no regrets. But we clearly know that it's impossible. Well, at least I know myself that it's impossible because I'm currently full of regrets. The worse part is that it's difficult to walk out of my regrets and in certain cases, I'm just too confuse to decide which path to take so as to minimise that regret. However, there are also times whereby regrets are used as excuses to run away from problems. It's annoying.. because I do that often and I know I shouldn't....but I'm still doing it when I'm faced wtih tacky problems. crapshit.
It's easy to quote from Mr Lau. It's hard to say if I will do it, but I'll try... we all should.
School, Mass PE, h/w, CO...
Busy & Tired, but accomplished.
A little treat would be lovely to end the week.
to all: lets hang in there! :)
screw it.
:S
- Mood:
uncomfortable

This is a photo that I've chanced upon on a fashion blog, seaofshoes.com.
It's awesome! Like it so much. <3<3
I wonder where she gets such a nice pair of shoes! It's certainly stylish and I like the small little details on it. It's a total work of art. My guess is that it's quite expensive too. :( but then again, I still love it even though I don't own it.

This is another pair of shoes that I've taken interest in. Found it at a blogshop, www.greenpoppies.com.sg
Well, my sister was the one who came across this website first. She's into this another shoe.. I just happen to look at other designs and I like this particular design v.much. Both colours are fabulous with a vintage feel. In particular, I like the heels part very much because it's the thick kind of heels and most importantly this shoe looks comfortable to wear in. It's S$36, have to pay my card/nets which I don't have! :S
I've always love looking and shopping for shoes. I remember when I was young, I wanted a walk-in wardrobe so that I can buy lot's of shoes and put them in it and everytime when I walk into it, I'll feel like a princess. hahas Somehow, I still wished that this dream can come true.
Though I have a strong interest in shoes, don't be mistaken that I have like a hundred pairs of shoes etc cause in reality, I don't have a lot of shoes and sometimes I don't keep my shoes in good condition. hehe Now that I look at some of my shoes, I feel sad for their poor condition but for those that are really CMI, I have no choice but to throw them. There are of course shoes that was bought and I didn't like it because it was really painful to wear. I wanted to give some to people/throw, but I feel guilty for the money my mum spend.
Story begins with...
I've got this black wedges, simple design and can be worn to casual/formal occasions. My mum got this for me for a I can't remember reason, maybe for prom'08 and to realise I can't make it for prom'08. I admit I wasn't wise in choosing the right size.. because it end up too tight for me that my toes/heels hurt so badly after wearing. I only wear it for 2 times I think. Not only that, , my sister bought a pair of shoes from that same brand too.. and as my sister and I have around the same shoe size it was freaking painful to wear too! (as expected)So from this 2 lessons, I've decided not to buy any shoes from that painful brand ever again. It feels like I've been con twice and my mum's money have gone to waste. :(
If you're wondering where are the shoes now, they're still in my room waiting for their punishment.
Here are their true colours: (shoes bought by sister -$29.90)
(my black wedges - also $29.90)
If possible, I would so love to exchange this 2 pair of shoes for either one above. :D
- Mood:
enthralled
My previous post was so short and vague that it doesn't mean anything. Haha.
So to make up for that poor content, I'll be good and blog properly.
:)
2010, truthfully.. I didn't want it to come mainly because I dread going back to school and taking A levels which is going to be not far from now. And the fact that I'm going to be 18, another year older makes me feel that I've aged so much. I miss the times when I can tell people that I'm only 15 or so. But I guess this is all about growing up.. so even if I'm 18 in another 5 months approximately, I know I'm pretty much young at heart!
Things change when people part from one another.
People whom you once categorise as the good and the bad gets mixed up. And you realise there isn't exactly the good and the bad. There is always this grey area.. which makes it difficult to hate someone.
If you ask, "what's the difference in school life between secondary school days and college days?"
For me, I would say that though college is only 2 short years, you can actually get exposed to many different kinds of people. In particular acjc, maybe because I a neighbourhood school student.. I don't quite fit in to a school like acjc. What I've learned from a classmate experience, you really have to be wise in choosing friends...(only class people would know why). And next, I feel that college days are always busy.. lesser fun than sec school days. Unless you're a night-bird who loves clubbing and would go even during school days, you would love college I guess. Like I said, there are many different kinds of people in college, not only that you make friends that are interconnected and realise that singapore is really small.
To sum up, the year 2009 (the transition) had taught me quite a lot though some of which I don't quite like to know/learn about. :S
Cheers for a better 2010.
Happy New Year!
2010 is here..
bye 2009.
Anyways, the holidays are coming to an end! what a pity!
I can tell you honestly, I don't look forward to school reopen.. and I wished 2010 wouldn't come so that we are all stuck in 2009. But of course, we all know it wouldn't happen. crapp
So this just means that I really need to sit down properly to do some studying. Touch up on my biology, finish those essays with quality. Finish up the horrible vocabulary book and comprehension practice. The worst is yet to come, online lectures to listen to and of course update my e-portfolio.
Souvenir making today at school and heard from fellow CCA mates that they are taking SATs and they are already studying hard for next year. Am I feeling the stress? a bit. :S
gotta get started.
I'm horribly broke and I feel miserable.
well, actually I'm not exactly broke.. I just need ACCO to return me the $$ they owe me for VERY LONG! !@#$
Talking about this just makes me piss.
Anw, went to watch AVATAR @ the cathay.
It's really nice! Totally worth the money.

Would love to watch it 3D again, but only if someone's gonna treat. :D
Can't wait for christmas party this friday at my Aunt's place. Bet it's going to be fun!
Ohh and Saturday...going to meet up with my dearest pals! <3
till then.
- Mood:
awake
Had a sleepover at my cousin's house on saturday that day after having dinner at some CC thingy. My nephews came to my cousin's house too on sunday and we brought them swimming. They are super cute!! Spent the whole afternoon swimming and playing with them... then we went for family dinner with the rest of my relatives. Yesterday was totally family day. hahaha
Anw, sat with my cousins and we talk about all sorts of things. One of which was marriage.. hahaha some of my cousins are at the age of getting married or at least should have a boyfriend or smt. The thing is, I didn't know my sister has already plan when she is going to get married. lol! I really have not think about when I should get married man. It's so unpredictable when you're getting married what isn't it. hahaha
so bla, we talk and went marina barrage at night! hehe. it's beautiful but got alot of malays and couples kissing and who knows what they do in the dark. lol. We saw lesbians too.! omgosh. :S
till then.
Time passes by really fast. I'm only left with 1 month of holidays!! boohoo :S
Okay I just sort out my stuff and check out the calendar and I found out that I've got lots to do.
Firstly, homework and online learning to complete... this is the most irritating thing ever.
This is the list of homework I have to do:
1. Econs LMS Macroeconomy lecture online
Day 0 to Day 9 i think.
2. Chemistry holiday assignment paper
3. Chemistry organic chem intro lecture online
4. Photosynthesis Tutorial
5. Vocab book F
6. Book Review cum Essay
7. Holiday comprehension practices
8. Essay Plans (times 3)
All the above homework is so freaking boring to even do it. argg.. PLUS I still have to revise my lousy subjects which is actually all ESP bio.
Secondly, I've got 6 library CIPs to do for the first 3 weeks of december.
Lastly, I need to sell as much Fun'O'Rama tickets asap and also prepare Open House Souvenirs. Oh not forgetting work too.
I don't mind doing the above two stuff. but i dont wna do hw!! okay i shall stop ranting.
bye
Getting to like my CCA more.. excluding the part of Ms Too & Mr Soh of course. Having my last CCA practice for 2009 this saturday, looking forward to my free saturdays from next next week (bcus of work) onwards. :D
Lib CIP starts tml at choa chu kang! yikes.
Till then.
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- Mood:
cheerful
It reminds me of the AIDS show on channel 8 with Rui En in it. The show where Chen Han Wei was superb in his acting.. he makes me feel so sad for him. <3 the show.
Headed down to Vivo alone today hoping to get prima ballet flats from crocs but they don' have it. I think they don't sell it anymore... :( :(
Really wanted a peach pink coloured one. It looks pretty and comfortable, quite durable too.
Oh well.. anw, went to take a look at other shops too. <3 Zara and pull&bear -- their stuff are cool not to mention expensive too. Didn't get anything, purely window shopping. Sometimes I wished I was super rich and just get anything of the rack without considering the price but yeah i know I'm dreaming. If I want to get all these stuff, I got to have cash real quick. haha! That's why I'm going to work pretty soon next week.. but the $$ earned is not a lot. :S
But I can't work for to many days also... I got CCA, CIP, online lectures and speaking of which I haven't been meeting up with friends. Sad case huh. I guess I'm not affable enough... or rather nobody is asking me out!!!! (rants) Well, it's also quite my fault, I don't ask people out either (not often, only to some people). I prefer going out alone sometimes. Going out often would require money and since i'm cash limited I try not to go out often. Well, I don't really get allowance during holidays and since household finance is a bit tight now.. I'm surviving with my savings which is not unlimited. :( :(
Having insomnia these few days, can only sleep after listening to many many songs on my mp3.. hate it. I need to be active so that I get tired and sleep easily at night.
BTW, its world AIDS day today.. though it's going to end in another 10 mins or so.
http://www.worldaidsday.org/
check out this website to know and understand the facts of HIV.
"Understanding the facts is the key to fight prejudice and protecting yourself and others." -- quoted
:)
arg !@#$%^ the lousy laptop. I've written a hell lot of stuff and then something happened and all I'm left is the above paragraph. I'm not going to re-typed it. bla
I know i'm a bit slow about commenting on PSLE. but whatever, I still want to blog about it.
Well, I was reading the newspaper and then I came across this article written by some reader about the horribly hard Math paper this year. He commented on those parents who have been complaining about the paper being too hard and their children can't do it, its unfair bla bla bla..If I recalled it correctly, there was this part where he wrote that "how can the paper be unfair when everyone is doing the same paper? .... hard papers help to differentiate the good ones and the not so good ones.. if the paper was going to be an average paper that every student can do well in.. whats the point? is fairness only subjected to average papers? "
I so agree with what he wrote! Why can't some parents just accept the fact that their child is not gifted?
In the past, gifted children are children who are sort of born with innate abilities. But now, any child can be gifted as long as you are trained. rubbish or what?! simply rubbish. I feel sad for these parents and also their children. Oh well...
So anyways OP actual is just tml and I'm actually quite scared about it! :S
But I know I'll be fine. (i think) hahah
Can't help but to admit that I'm actually quite glad there will be no PW anymore after tml. At least I don't have to put up with the so called "funny" tricks you guys like to pull. BYE PEOPLE! no more PW! though I know I'll still see you guys in class..but whatever. the feeling is just awesome.
BTW, Can't wait for more meet-ups with friends! :)
- Mood:
hopeful
School's so boring nowadays and PW makes me unhappy all the time.
I need some fresh air! :S
I'm glad promos are over and I'm happy that I did not take Chinese. But I'm certainly not glad/happy that I still have PW to do. For that, I'm not at all enthusiastic with it and I really feel that I don't care about it anymore.
Going back to school tomorrow but I have yet done my OP script neither did I even prepare myself for it. There's CO tml, but I have NE learning journey to go.. Plus, it's been a long time since I last touch drums. I think I'm going to get scolded for sure. shitzzz
Thinking about all these.... woah I really don't wna go school. :(
- Mood:
worried
hahahahaha
till brandon show me this link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v4uG2kSdd-4&e
This guy is awesome, i admire his courage and I'm proud of him for being able to live on with his life. He's cool.
Somehow or rather, this made me feel more fortunate and am motivated to get though my promos...
I SO DO NOT WANT TO GET RETAIN.! NO WAY!
GJ wanna get out of JC life.. to do so, she has to pass her promos!!!
GO GO GO!
Omgosh! I think a blanga just did something sexually offensive to a stall owner at jurong east bus interchange!!! She's shouting all the vulgarities!!
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- what Zoe Tay thinks of Rui En.
You got to admit man, its so damn true! Haha!!
<3 it.
When will Rui En's new show coming up?!?! arrg can't wait!
